flip flop, no stop, i got the whit that my enemies lack.

Sitting in CIS right now... paying attention... and writing here. The day outside is once again beautiful (high of 88, what?). So sitting in class is not exactly my first choice right now, but, hey, someone's paying for me to go to class (thank you mother and father). Some things are on my mind that I would like to address. Hypocrisy, double standards, and high pedestal syndome. Now... here's a fact that most people would probably like to ignore: 99% of humans are hypocrites. Interestingly enough, hypocrisy has to be one of my biggest pet peeves, I guess you could say, that people do.Though it does happen... really... it's an honest mistake that many people make. What really grinds my gears is when people partake in it willingly. Ironically, by saying and believing that, it makes me a hypocrite. But... this brings in the concept of double standards. They go hand-in-hand. Unfortunately, this weekend I partook in both of these. In high school, it was absolutely frustrating when one of my friends would get a boyfriend and then essentially disappear off the face of the Earth. It was infuriating because it felt like you were just a sub until they could find something better. Also, who is going to be there for you if/when the relationship doesn't work out? Your friends. Who was there before the relationship even was a thought in your head? Your friends. So it always blew my mind that someone could so easily disregard their friends once they got involved in a relationship. Well, I ate my own words- especially this weekend. It makes much more sense now that I am in the other boat! You cannot help but want to spend copious amounts of time with the person you love. It's unreal how hours and hours go by and suddenly it's mid or late afternoon and you haven't been back to your own apartment/dorm since hours before- which coincidentally means that you have neglected to be a friend, instead of just a girlfriend/boyfriend. I used to find pride in the fact that I had a relationship but also was able to keep a healthy balance between friends and boyfriend. Recently? Not as well done as before. So after this ramble, basically I am admitting to being a hypocrite and I cannot state how much that frustrates me that I did this.

On that note- high pedestal syndrome. GJ Hart (CEO of Texas Roadhouse) introduced me to the concept last Thursday, but it actually is a valid point. The more and more people esteem you (or a company in GJ's case), the harder the fall will/might be. It's really an interesting concept to look at... Though, it does not mean that one should sit around and have no expectations... but it is crucial to remember that we're all human and we all make mistakes. It almost seems ironic, doesn't it? It's like because someone does so well for a long time, that if a fault is found or made, then it almost looks worse! In life, it is always important to remember that we're all mortal and that means we all screw up sometimes. Hopefully your forgiveness and patience will later be reciprocated to you when you need it most.

I may have accidentally given myself a caffeine addiction. I don't even drink Diet Dr Pepper or coffee for the caffeine! Only for the flavor! But today, I felt myself getting tired around 230 and I had yet had any source of caffeine that day (ie- tea, coffee, or ddp). So what do I do? Give it up all together? That may have to happen... Really do not want the addiction to it... So it comes down to giving it up... OR investing in some caffeine free diet dr pepper. Hmm... decisions, decisions.


Time for more important things... aka music.

In the last post, there wasn't much music listed. Perhaps some of you were like "oh thank God! why does she ramble about it so??" But I can't help it! It's a problem. Could go on for hours + hours... as I'm sure anyone who interacts with me on a semi-regular basis could vouch for. It is now the evening. I enjoy making this an entire day project instead of a sit down thing.



Well to begin, I would like to give credit to Brooke for this one. Upon our many short drives from the tennis courts to Festi (for post-practice dinner), a CD has been playing among the heavy metal (gag... sorry Brooke) that has caught my ears' attention. Get some of this band: Bombay Bicycle Club. They're awesome, awesome. They actually had a song in the third Twilight movie (which yessss I know the movies are terrible and sappy but Alexandra Patsavas is a compilation GENIUS). Back to B.B.C. (not the radio station): It's great music. Good for things such as tanning/laying out, napping, reading, straight chillllinnn, and things of the sort. Right now I only have the song from the Eclipse soundtrack and their newest CD: I Had the Blues but I Shook Them Loose. Right now I have not chosen a favorite because, honestly, they are all so good. Just keep the whole CD on and you'll be set for almost an hour (maybe more if you keep it on repeat like me and Brooke :) ). These next few are my current faves. Check it out:

I Had the Blues but I Shook Them Loose:

1. Open House
2. Curl Up Like a Dead Leaf and Go Where the Wind Blows
3. The Giantess

Eclipse Soundtrack:

4. How Can You Swallow So Much Sleep


Speaking of soundtracks (which are probably my favorite things ever)... The other day Brooke and I went to see the movie No Strings Attached at Grafton Theater. Hollerrrr only $2 for a movieee!!! For one- the movie, while predictable, was actually very entertaining. Typical chick-flick... butttt I didn't hate it. Of course, it takes a lot for me to dislike a movie. I officially have a giant girl-crush on Natalie Portman. I won't hide it, no I will not. But what made the movie just evennn better was the soundtrack. To begin, the trailer (which, in case you've been living under a rock, you can watch via the link above) has two fabulous, fabulous songs that were already in my iTunes. Ironically, the song at the end is also a selection from the Eclipse soundtrack (again, ah-hah!)! It's by The Bravery (wow throw backkk) and it is called Ours. It is a really great song. For sure. The song at the beginning, while you cannot hear any of the lyrics, is actually taken from the intro of the Band of Skull's song I Know What I Am. Also, a REALLY good song. Ever in the mood to just jam out with drums? This would be a great option. Well that is just a great start and we're only at the trailer! Once you divulge into the movie, it only gets better. I was floored when Phoenix's Girlfriend came on and then it just kept getting better. Here are the highlights of the soundtrack that you should definitely check out:

No Strings Attached Soundtrack highlights

1. Ours- The Bravery
2. I Know What I Am- Band of Skulls
3. Girlfriend- Phoenix
4. Bleeding Love- Leona Lewis (ooohh pop ballads yesss)
5. Boy- Ra Ra Riot
6. Rhythm of Love- Plain White T's
7. Love Lost- The Temper Trap
8. Click, Click, Click, Click- Bishop Allen
9. 99 Problems- Hugo (sooooo excited to see him in this movie!!! he's so great!)


Oh and this is for next weekend when it is time to dance: On the Floor- Jennifer Lopez. Quite catchy, so take a listen. It will make you shake your derriere.

Can we get a Scrubs quote!? Yes... it is that time: "I think the easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly."

Once again, it is almost 1am and bedtime. ¡¡Adios!!